Not liken' it today

So I worked again today. Came home not feeling good about the day. I was so busy, the day felt like it was just full of tasks that got completed for the most part. I didn't really put pieces together and was more like going through the motions. I almost gave up when I started working as a LVN because of days like these. Days when you end feeling like you didn't do anything to help someone get better and just want to cry. Days that all you did was pass pills. It took almost a year as a new LVN before I really started being able to use my brain and the knowledge I had learned to better care for others. There is no much more to nursing. I have so much to learn and unfortunately it takes time. I just pray that I am safe in all my actions and that my co-workers continue to be so supportive. I really like it at RCH and look forward to the opportunities to come. Lucky I only work 3 days a week and usually only two days in a row. Now to bed I go and tomorrow will be a better day... I pray.